The author of We Mad Climb Shaky Ladders, a book of poems about living with schizophrenia (CavanKerry Press 2009) Pamela Spiro Wagner graduated magna cum laude from Brown University in 1975 and attended medical school for one year. Starting with a five month hospitalization her freshman year of college, she has spent at least ten years of her adult life in psychiatric units and hospitals. Despite her illness, she has won many awards for her writing, including First Place in the 2001/2 international poetry competition sponsored by the BBC World Service and two Connecticut State Mental Health Media awards “for professional journalists” for articles written for the Hartford Courant.. In 2005, she co-authored, with her twin sister, a psychiatrist, Divided Minds: Twin Sisters and their Journey through Schizophrenia (St Martin’s Press, 2005), a much acclaimed memoir about her years of illness, which received a starred review in Publishers Weekly and was featured in Readers Digest and People Magazine among other places. The book won the national NAMI Outstanding Literature Award and was a finalist for the Connecticut Book Award. Wagner’s writing has appeared in the New York Times Sunday Magazine, LA Weekly and Tikkun among other places. She has written WAGblog for seven years, currently at http://wagblog.wordpress.com. Also an artist, her work can be seen at http://artid.com/turtleworks. Wagner was born in “in the army” in Tacoma, Washington but has since lived almost all of her life in Connecticut.
This blog, a continuation of the old Wagblog (6 years of writing, lost in a major crash that eliminated it) from the now defunct website www.schizophrenia.com, is intended to be about living with schizophrenia/bipolar illness and Lyme disease, as well as poetry and art. It may take tours through Vision Therapy and narcolepsy, Global Warming and just about anything else that interests me as well! Hope you will come along for the ride. Any and all comments are welcomed.Although given time constraints in my life I cannot always respond to them, know that I truly appreciate them and the implicit evidence that someone somewhere is actually reading this thing!
Note: 8/01/2009: my new book of poems about schizophrenia We Mad Climb Shaky Ladders: Poems should be available in bookstores or at least for ordering by now. OR you can order it yourself from the University Press of New England at www.upne.com or, of course, from Amazon. Any review would be much appreciated and anyone who reviews it is asked to send two tearsheets to the publisher, CavanKerry Press (see cavankerrypress.org) . I’m really hoping people will read the book and let me know what they think!
9/2010 added note: My new book of poems, Learning to See in Three Dimensions, is seeking a publisher, though it will also be entered into various contests as well.


Pam,
I can’t find your Zazzie Greeting Card Store
Hi Jacqui,
The artspace collage is the only one…and so it is the finished version. I thought the garden version was not my real vision for the thing, frankly. And I preferred the larger path out in the final version, with the smaller garden, less “floribundant” but still flower studded. I will post a photo of the final version tonight so others can see what you saw today. Thanks for attending and for coming to see Wagblog!
Just started reading your blog – will continue (for a long time it would appear!) You are brave to put yourself out there so much in the open and deserve much praise for helping others.
Regarding your collage I saw today at Artspace on your home page it appears there are several versions – the one below the colored pencil rendering seems that a lot has been resolved for you as it shows a beautiful tree in the landscape, and the path goes past many flowers – nice!
I would like to hear you giving a reading sometime. Sincerely, Jacqui
Hi Pam. I’m fascinated by your work, and particularly your mention of Eve Laplante’s book Seized. I’m researching the field of epileptic art, and what you have written about draws many parralells to this. Hope to talk with you some time. Best wishes,
Guy.
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Pam I loved your poems first (the few i found) and now your artwork too, I love your candidness.My daughter was diagnosed with SZ this year, it started an uncharted journey for both of us. Imagine my joyful surprise to find someone who knows about it and is living large.U give so much hope on this blog of yours just sharing yourself.Thanks,
Estella
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You have a wonderful page here! There is so much wonderful information and inspiration! Thank you for sharing!!!
If you don’t mind, I would like to add you on my blog roll.
Blessings,
Victoria
A soft landing on solid clouds.
hello, i am just a regular 16yr old but i have just read Divided Minds and i am absolutely in love with it! u are an inspiration and i love your work :]
Hmmmm… I just saw that they edited a paragraph that changed my intent and I will speak to them about it. I wrote:
Wagner did not shy away from talking about the violence of some of her experiences in hospitals at the hands of those whose main concern was to manage her behavior – with drugs, restraints, isolation and worse.
They changed it to:
Wagner did not shy away from talking about the violence of some of her experiences in hospitals at the hands of those trying to help her – with drugs, restraints or isolation.
I am surprised they did that.
Hi Pam
I just took at look at the Reminder story I wrote, it is now online at Remindernews.com and the URL is
http://www.remindernews.com/node/7/&url=NOR-2009-12-11-11-Ar01100
I was disappointed that (1) they cropped the heck out of the photo of you and your parents but mostly your wonderful sculpture (!) and (2) the photo of two other sculptures is in black and white – so much detail doesn’t come through – all those wonderful colors and the way they glow.
(My boyfriend likes to tease me – in an affectionate way – about my ADD and attraction to bright colors. He kind of mimics me and the way I will suddenly interrupt myself mid-sentence or turn my head when driving. He says, “Oh! shiney!”)
I hope you like the story. There was so much more I would have liked to include but had to keep it to length and leave room for at least one photo.
I also wanted to share something with you that might tickle your funny bone – I am reading a novel called “Missing” by Karin Alvtegen (who is considered Sweden’s “Queen of Crime”) and the book is published under the imprint of Felony & Mayhem Press (!) Some of the other novels are “The Bad News Bible,” “Because of the Cats,” and “The Ottoman Cage.” (www.FelonyAndMayhem.com)
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